January 2012
23 posts
What I'd like to do now
Eat some steak
Eat awesome gelato
Rent Friends DVDs and watch every single episode of every single season
Rent more DVDs on other shows/musicals I never got the chance to watch
Read a book that makes me cry
Bake
Write a letter
Do up my magnetic board (which has been bare for close to a year)
Plan for a holiday
Quit stressing
But I’ve no time. Except for maybe the first two. So.
Treehouses w/ Winding Staircases
fuckyeahawesomehouses:
nothing is the be all end all.
livethelife:
so you missed it. the party of the century. the trip of a lifetime. the chance to meet your idol.
so you didn’t get it. the acceptance letter. the leading role. the guy/girl who you pine for.
so you aimed and you missed.
so what?
nothing is the be all end all. nothing is do or die. nothing is your one shot at happiness.
there will be another chance soon. and...
What will stay, will stay. What will go, will go.
Keeping up is tiring
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When my mom tells me to eat with my mouth closed
This
December 2011
23 posts
Hpynwyr
Im never one who’s into the whole new year’s eve celebration/ countdown/ fireworks/ bottle poppin’/ hip hip hoorah and all that sort. I usually stay home and trace the cracks on my wall. Maybe if im overseas it’d be a differrent story???? (PRAY). People wish for a better year every year but come end of one, the year’s still always never good enough. Kkkkk anyhoo last...
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Uggggggghhhhh I want a holiday. A real, nothing-to-worry-about holiday. I’m dyyyyying to go back to Japan but it can’t happen anytime soon. So anw it’s Christmas week and I’ve been having a pretty good time so far. Mom’s dinners are scrumptious enough on normal nights but come Christmas it’s more grand so I’m just waiting for Round 2. Round 1 was when I...
And shame, shame, shame, shame on you; you kept your mind and heart and youth just like a tomb.
My Dad’s always doing so much for me, pulling me out of the grave I’ve dug myself. I don’t think I could ever bear losing this comfort, not even the thought of it.
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Daniel
Why Daniel, I wish you’d talked me out of it, through thin and thick.
Why Daniel? Why’d you let me walk away, I would’ve stayed.
I convinced me if I loved you, I’d leave you, I was lying.
You stood there with your palms out, your crying was silent
Why Daniel, I didn’t mean a word I said back then.
Why’d you let me win?
“This song is by far the most...
Sometimes I miss my kitty so much I wish I could carry her around in my pocket.
I CANT HELP IT
mehhhhhhhh
November 2011
18 posts
There is no space wider than that of grief,
there is no universe like that...
– “Point” by Pablo Neruda, translated by Alastair Reid (via clavicola)